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{June 10, 2008}   Bucket List

Since I am feeling at little down (with a desperate need to uplift my spirits) today, I want to create a post that I needed to keep in mind in the few years to come. A list, which was more or less inspired by another blogger in this site (whose username I wouldn’t want to disclose.

And since the idea has come into my mind about half-an-hour ago, decided to let this site be my uplifting blog. I would let this be as impersonal as possible, by impersonal, I meant devoid of human emotions and rants…haha! But nevertheless, I would turn this into a site that I would crave to fill with entries every once in a while. Let’s start shall we?

For my first uplifting entry (and an enlightening one for that matter) I’d like to put in here a list of must-do’s. In this list, I would be a little selfish in my part, for in here I will be indicating my what-to-do’s for me alone, family and siblings aside. It’s just a list anyways.

 

                     Things to do/ have before I turn 25:

                     1. Earn more than **grand – yup that’s right. And since i will not achieve this with my current company, I should really be on the job-hunt right now

                     2. A laptop – I’m looking, I’m looking

                    3. A new cellphone – I can afford this right now, but my self-obsessed wallet is adamant on filling itself as of the moment.

                    4. My savings to be at least ***grand.. – hm…this is going to be a real challenge, you know

                    5. Boyfriend! – now this is going to be a BIGGER challenge! oh my, oh my..

                   6. Earning a masterral degree, or an equivalent academic program – do I really wanna challenge myself this much?

                   7. Travel out of the country – now this I really really like to do.

                   8. Able to drive myself from office to house (once in a year would do, as long as I can do it alone)

 

Actually, these challenges are not enough for me. Come to think of it, I have grown stagnant for the past three and a half years (since I have graduated..) And since I am in no point closer to these goals than I was three years ago, I am writing them down in the hopes that they would be my mantra in the next few years ahead. Wheneve I feel down and lonely, here is my mantra, and hopefully, they would bring out the best in me.

Now, let’s go for more stretchable goals.

 

                   Things to do/ have before I turn 30:

                   1. Have my own house, and living in it – doesn’t matter if it is 100% paid, or still under mortgaged, as long as I am on my independent self!

                    2. Married – ha! please see my first list, #5 please.

                    3. Had sex – If my #2 doesn’t work, at least do not let me be abstained when I turn this age.

                   4. European tour! – now I really really like this (admit it, I wanted someone in particular in my side) – -> wah! I thought this is going to be an uplifting blog?

                   5. Managerial position – I wouldn’t accept here a junior assistant, or an assistant manager. It has to be a Manager..or up

                   6. One million bucks?! – Or at least in assets!

                  7. Masterral degree (or at least several academic programs) under my belt – I really want this, for my enrichment.

                   8. Earn more than ** grand – now this, I REALLY REALLY have to have

 

Looking back, these are pretty uptight. And I have to put on a tighter belt, and a more serious frame of mind if I decided to pursue all of these goals before I turn 25 and 30. I can do this, or rather, I hope I could. Aja!

(figures were deleted, but complete post I had in motime)



{June 10, 2008}   first entry

I have created several blogs in different sites in my seven years of being a web addict. I have my private, semi-private and my public blog..So what is this anyway? Would this be any different from my motime? multiply? or blogger account? Ha, I don’t know!

I am a blog addict. I never keep a diary, nor a journal. Or maybe, I did. Erase that, I do. There were some scraps of notebooks being left around in the house wherein I poured some of my innermost and most embarassing (and hell-raising) secrets indeed. Just hoping it wouldn’t be read while I am still alive.

So, what do I do now? Aside from the fact that I just created another blog in this world that I have no idea what I would like to put..Hmm..since I can no longer access my blogger account, might as well put some of my posts there here..

Admit it, I am just on the verge of being a stalker mode again.So what? Condemn me.



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